I was making her crazy with my love upon her! You can see she is panicked over losing my love! She was making the insanity that is me – then! This girl broke Moon! He wanted to die without her! I woke – looking for her… But in March 2010 I was in love with her and – as you can see? SHE LOVES ME- MOON AS IM THE ONE WHO TRULY LOVES AND CARES FOR HER! All else I say or do is trivial!

209 303 4945 24/7 … And I don’t want a text.. I want you to call and tell me what to do to please you forever… I want you Miley Ray and my heart is hurting for you… Don’t you love me hard too? You won’t be sorry.. You’ll understand all later- I’ll be beautiful for YOU.. and you can make me into what you need me to be.. But I’m maybe joking on that other BS but I love you with all my heart and I always have… I’ll prove my love.. Give me a chance and call me to say “Meet me here then!” and I’ll be there at all costs and anywhere..

Call me.. And it’s ON.. How hard.. Eli answers all calls.. “Yea?” You “Jon?”
“Who is it?” .. And you can say yer anyone – but if you sound like a scam or a fan.. He’ll hang up.. So say something like “Miley” and he’ll give me the phone.. And then you’ll see why I didn’t want to talk to you over the phone- when we met… I sound nerdy over the phone .. So I’m not going to say much .. And you’ll say “Hey..” and after I say “Hey” … And then you’ll say .. “You want to meet up?” and I’ll say “Yes.” and you’ll do all the rest … But.. You understand that in the kind of guy who starts at the side of you lower neck.. And kisses you up to your ear- then all over your face ..

Imagine how much smarter you’d be… if you’d have called me and …. been a man…er… been a … if you would have called… or driven to Venice to see me… andiI still don’t understand…. See… maybe I’m retarded… but I can’t call you? And I w w w would have by n n now… … I hope… I would hope … I’d hope …. I’d certainly hope so!…. I mean… I’d call and say “Uhm… what is wrong with you?… You know… I always felt… that I would be the only guy on earth… who could truly love you… because everyone else? Would go mad… And one thing you’ll chalk all this “equality” be up to?” Collegiate naïveté! And how do you suppose this ends if you dont call.. and pretty soon now? …. I see it “Mr SAN FRANCISCO” moon and his acid band the ACTUAL record selling “Psychedelic Flys” are the love of the world… and moon… a one time rumored love interest of sweet Miley Ray Cuteypirus … has now gone guru… with an ASSorted hairim of former models and strippers…. and theyve moved into the Presidio of San Francisco… and declared it “Year ZERO FOREVER” and that they would be living a “BDSM” themed agrarianism of outdoor naked “gardening” and other role playing of naked “involuntary servitude”… as well as creating art forvART’s sake.”… Or? You can call me… my name is still “jon” to you and my immediate family… remember me? “no no… I want jon to look first!”… are you STILL her? …. Jesus man… I don’t care who hates me.. I don’twant to know… if you want a date here with me.. skating or sum? Call…… You may call … get all excited?.. then come? Then see me? Then run for your life back home!”… I sure hope not… by … I always expect the worst and hope for the best… a lot of hope inthis ..

As in flu…. and as in tired of this..

What?.. Yea… I’m still here … not going anywhere.. still love you … somehow… still alone… but not for long… I mean.. I know I very shy … and and its not a good thing when looking for love… but… I mean I’m real foxy now.. like uber

If so …. COME GET ME! … At like 5am.. in secret and take me for a ride… and tell me one way or another… I mean you could drive by Starbucks on Washington in Venice at any 5am.. or whenever… and just sit in your car and I’ll see you and get in.. and then we can know …or iI can know… unless you think its wrong…. idk what to do or think… but I have gone all this way.. I’ll understand anything ..I’ll sign anything … you can bring Tish or whoever… IDC.. even to say you want to move on with another.. I’ll understand and wish you all the best… and be gone from all radar.. I’m still looking (19-29) so don’t think you’re “the only fish in the sea” .. er whatever.. But I love you..

So do you want a date? What do I have to do?
You can text me. You can call. You can come. In secret. With forms and Tish and whoever. We can go somewhere you like and shake hands and … I mean you’ll probably immediately go a lil kooky ..wanting to rape me.. and I understand.. but no.. We will talk about what is best and maybe it’ll be us.

You need to go to college! … And some nerd says I shouldn’t comment upon Noah.. But no! It’s me here? I said I want to see her “hot bod” in like daisy dukes or a bikini? Big whoop!… I wanted to say “Oh .. You want I should get permission from her mammy first? Cuz I will!” …

… I love you …