….. I want to puke… No it’s true… But… Why do you make me so crazy? You look very mean in this pic.. And I want you mean.. Mean on me… I want you to affect me.. Make me think about you all day and night.. Make me intimidated in your presence .. Make me ..afraid of what you might do to my mind and body … Make me… serve your every whim… Make me your property.. To be used as you see fit- unconditionally… Make me … covet your holding my shaking and sweaty body.. After I gave you my entire soul- from the cold chains of your LOVE and PASSION.. and ill die fore not pleasing your agenda and all you seek ..

how many stars there are. You’re going to count them for me – I know exactly how many there are… And you better be exactly right- for each one you are off? A demerit .. Upon your body and at my will and whim! … So start counting- and as the dawn comes? I’ll be bact for your test..”

and I knew she was “old fashioned” and I took her around the nation… And I helped her grow into a very attractive and experienced woman- and she even became obsessed with me … Maybe she in a warped way- still is. I want you to meet her- and all will make instant sense. She is cool. She might not be jumping for joy- but she’ll “joke” about how I’m a loser .. Had it and lost it.. “no show” Jones type of deal.. But I thought you were like “naive”.. At first.. And I wanted to make you an experienced woman. Why I wanted you to be my partner- because if I have you to take care of and motivate me? I can be the best at any and ALLLLL… I needed you all this time.. You’re hurting me now… Because I want you to be shrewd and it looks dangerous suddenly… I guess you have my phone number.. And it does bother me .. All these others get to talk to you and now I dont? And that hurts me.. I can understand I’ll cramp your career image … But …. The one thing that bothers me about this whole deal.. No texts? Nothing? I thought maybe payback for splitting … But .. I’d usually say that – I’d do exactly the same thing … (16)… But it’s not true…